[ ] You have a boyfriend/girlfriend
[x] You have your own room.
[ ] You own a cell phone. (lost it)
[ ] You have an ipod/ mp3 player.
[ ] Your parents are still married.
[ ] You have more than 2 best friends.
[ ] There is a swimming pool in your backyard.
T 0 T A L: 1


[x] You dress how you want to.
[x] You hang out with friends more than once a week. (If school counts.)
[ ] There is a computer/ laptop in your room.
[x] You have never been beaten up.
[x] You never cry more than twice a month.
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.
[ ] Your room is big enough for you.
[ ] People don't use you for something you have.
[x] You have been to a concert. (three)
T 0 T A L: 6


[ ] You have over 50 friends on myspace.
[x] Your parents let you have a myspace.
[ ] You get allowance.
[ ] You collect something normal. (i don't collect)
[/] You look forward to going to school.
[ ] You don't wish you were someone else.
[ ] You play a sport.
[x] You do something after school.
T 0 T A L: 8.5

[ ] You own a car.
[x] You usually don't fight with your parents.
[x] You are happy with your appearance.
[ ] You aren't self-conscious at all.
[x] You have never got a failing grade in your life.
[x] You have friends.
T 0 T A L: 12.5


[x] You know what is going on in the world.
[x] You care about so many people.
[/] You are happy with your life.
[/] You know more than one language. (kind of. I'm not fluent in it, but I know quite a bit. No, it's not Japanese)
[x] You have a screen name.
[x] You own a pet.
[x] You know the words to 5 songs
[ ] You don't have any enemies.
[x] You are a generally nice person.
T 0 T A L: 18.5


Now count your numbers and multiply by three.
Then title this journal "My life is __% Happy".

I'm so excited (and yes birthday is purposely mispelled). Things are finally working for the better. Just a little bit ago, I was really worried that nothing was going to work out. Everything seemed like it was falling apart, but now things are ok and I'm SO happy.

Tomorrow is my birthday, so all of you better remember it lol. I gots no school tomorrow, but I'm going to Disney with a real good friend of mine. Be prepared for some random but somehow awesome pics sometime next week. It's going to be fun. ^^

I finished writing this awesome Halloween poem today, and since for some reason I can't submit any writing to deviantART, I'm just going to wright it here. I hope you like it!

The darkest night of the year,
When the witches and ghosts draw near.
With the full moon in the night sky,
The wolf-men make their howling cry.
Those with fangs that fear the light of day
Slowly stalk their next unfortunate prey.
Spell-casters bring spirits back,
curse their enemies, and sometimes attack.
The air is filled with laughter and shrieks.
Oh how the dark wishes this could go on for weeks.
Those who live in fear will never make it out.
The brave are the only who wander about.
Some journey with friends; some alone,
But at the end of the night they must wander home.
Home to safety, or so they think.
The dark is still on the brink.
But time must always stay true,
And the bitter-sweet sunlight begins to shine through.
The dark had its fun,
And now the light must do what has to be done.
Slowly but surely the night's creatures creep;
Creep back to their homes to sleep and sleep.
They'll be back, they say,
Back one year from that day.
Until then we keep crazy memories
Of silly costumes and yummy candies.
It's a shame it only comes once a year,
but that is what makes it so dear.
Happy Hauntings, my friends.
May this year's be the beginning of the end.


Awesome, right? Yeah I wrote Muahahahaha at the end, so it looks cooler if I just put the emoticon for it.

So Saturday is Halloween (and L's birthday. wearing my L shirt that day lol). I know what I'm doing now. A friend of mine and her friends are going to go trick-or-treating for a while and then we're going to watch some scary movies. Their original plan was just scary movies, but now I guess they're doing some trick-or-treating too! As you know, I'm being a ninja. I'll be sure to put pics of that costume up to (I'm so used to saying cosplay that it's hard to say costume lol).

Went shopping with my mom yesterday. We bought some stuff. I got this awesome ninja sword for my costume. I wanted to bring it to school, but I know I'd get in trouble for it lol. The awesomest thing I got which was actually a little bit more than my mom wanted to spend it was the first Death Note movie. We were looking around in f.y.e. when she saw it and asked if I wanted it. OF COURSE I WANTED IT .

I think that's all I have to say for now.....Oh yeah! I drew this cool Halloween pic, but it probably won't be finished and put online until sometime next week unfotrunately lol.

HAVE A SAFE, SCARY, AWESOME, HYSTERICAL, CRAZY, SUPERFANTASTICAL HALLOWEEN EVERYONE!!!!!

Don't forget to remember me tomorrow too! lol

Random survey I found. Seemed a bit interesting.

Girlish
[ ] I love at least one shade of pink.
[x] I don't like being messy.
[x] My belongings are organized. (sometimes)
[ ] I don't like rock music.
[x] I like wearing accessories all the time.
[ ] Bright colors amaze me.
[ ] I hate black. (love it!)
[ ] I go to the salon once a week.
[ ] I comb my hair almost all the time.
[ ] I bring my phone with me everywhere.

30%


Boyish
[ ] I wear baggy pants.
[x] I play video games.
[ ] I listen to boy bands like My Chemical Romance, Yellowcard, Switchfoot, Sum 41
[x] I like wearing jackets with hoods.
[x] I'm too lazy to do chores.
[ ] I don't like shopping. (I love shopping)
[] I like to go bungee jumping.
[] I like being sweaty.
[] I'm a big fan of marvel heroes.
[x] I barely wear perfume.

40%


Nerdy
[ ] I always carry a pen in my purse or pocket.
[ ] I enjoy studying.
[x] I wear glasses. (so? glasses look good on me)
[ ] I'm a straight-A student. (I'm aiming for strait A's this year. I came so close 2 years ago)
[ ] I've never skipped any class in my whole life.
[ ] I like my shirt tucked in
[ ] My favorite subject is science.
[x] I enjoy reading books. (Books are great)
[ ] My assignments are always passed on time.
[x] I correct people with their grammar. (It bothers me when they're wrong, ok?)

20%


Emo
[x] I love the color black.
[x] I always sit at the corner.
[ ] One side of my hair is covering one of my eyes. (used to)
[x] I like listening to metal rock music.
[x] I have a lot of problems in my life.
[x] I'm not much of a loud person.
[x] I don't talk much.
[x] I don't have that many friends.
[ ] I barely have fun.
[x] I barely go out with my folks or friends.

80% wow lol


Childish
[x] I am open to my parents. (not always, but most of the time. my mom and I have a great relationship)
[ ] I sleep with a stuff toy.
[ ] I watch cartoons. (not anymore)
[x] I don't like watching horror movies. (They're pretty boring if you ask me)
[ ] I sleep with a night light.
[ ] My parents are the ones who choose my outfit.
[ ] I'm scared of roller coasters. (not neccassarily scared, but it just takes a while to build up my courage to go on one)
[ ] I like being with my family relatives.
[ ] I take bubble baths.
[x] I've ran around the house in my underwear. (every kid has to have done it at some point when they were little)

30%


Popular
[ ] A lot of people adore me.
[x] I hangout with the coolest crew at school!
[ ] My parents are loaded. (FAR from that)
[ ] I get everything I want.
[ ] I don't wear the same outfit twice.
[ ] I always have the latest gadgets.
[ ] I'm updated to the latest gossips.
[x] I don't like people blocking my way.
[ ] I have a lot of friends.
[ ] A lot of people look to me.

20%



Well that was indeed interesting. 80% emo lol. Nohting really that new since last journal post. Got a copied copy of Humanoid. 'Tis pretty cool.

HOORAH!! I now has 3,000 page views. I don't know if I'll draw something or what yet, but if you have any ideas please feel free to let me know. 3,000 feels like a good accomplishment so far. I know I really haven't done much, though. I think the con pics are what got me the most views. Well whatever the deal is, thanks for 3,000

So as you all know (or atleast I hope you know) it's October. October is an awesome month. Especially this year! The new Tokio Hotel cd came out yesterday, the second chorus All-State test (I have to learn 7 songs by the 24th), Naruto Shippuden is going to air on Disney XD on the 28th, my birthday on the 30th, and then Halloween. Naruto's birthday is also this Saturday lol.

Well if you're wondering what the All-State thing is I'll try my best to explain it. The first test was last month. I had to learn a lot of music stuff, and I mean a lot. I had 80-somethin vocab cards and then just a bunch of other stuff. I got a 94% on the written part of the test. The second part of the first test was I had to go in a room and do sightreading by myself infront of 2 judges. I surprisingly passed (I thought I didn't do too well), and now there's a second part.

The second part is pretty hard. I have to learn 7 songs by the 24th as I have already stated. I think it's either 3 or 4 of the songs they actually select for you to sing. You go in a room and you have to sing with 2 other people who are luckily on the same part as you (I'm on Soprano II or Treble II. whatever you wanna call it). I'm excited for it, though. If I make it I'll tell you what happens next.

So for Halloween I still don't know what I'm doing yet. I know what I'm being, though. I'm going to be a ninja. Not the Naruto kind of ninja, but I still plan on wearing the headband just for fun. I have most of the main parts of the costume already. I would like to get [link] and [link] for my costume. I also plan on buying a Kakashi mask and just dying it black. All of the masks are blue unfortunately. I hope to put up a pic of it once it's finished.

Yes, my birthday is the day before Halloween (also L's birthday). It was supposed to be Halloween, but that's a whole nother story. I don't know yet if I'm going to be able to bring friends along, but I do know that atleast my mom and I are going to Disney. I hope that'll be fun.

Let's see......I think that's all I have to say for now. Wow, I had a lot to say. I'll be surprised if you read all of that lol. Saiyonara my tomodachi's!

Are you afraid of...

[x] the dark
[ ] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[x] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others.
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[x] heights (sometimes)
[ ] dogs
[x] birds (sometimes)
[ ] fish
[x] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants

[ ] being touched
[x] fire (depends on the situation, really.)
[x] deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[ ] failure
[ ] success
[x] thunder/lightning (lightning if I'm outside)
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[x] rats (they're freaky)
[x] jumping from high places
[ ] snow

[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[x] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death
[ ] heaven
[x] being robbed
[x] falling [That's a natural fear, every one has it]
[ ] clowns (the creep me out, but I'm not afraid of them)
[x] dolls [If they're creepy dolls, ditto from clowns]
[ ] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[x] tornadoes

[ ] hurricanes
[x] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[x] ghosts (The evil ones.)
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[ ] being alone
[x] becoming blind
[x] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up

[x] creepy noises in the night
[x] bee stings
[x] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] needles (I used to be afraid, but they don't bother me as much now)
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speed
[ ] throwing up
[ ] falling in love
[ ] super secrets


If you wish to post this in your journal, it's been requested that you title it I'm afraid of _ out of 72 common fears

If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 11-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless.
People who don’t have any are liars.


Paranoid, but almost normal.